What To Do?!

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scattered and shattered
one hundred separate ways
constant daze
despair stays
eyes' presumed-permanent glaze
torturous malaise

far short of fame
floundering, uncertain;
flailing, failing at the game
no second-place prize
just unrelenting shame
no one but me to blame

'Quit lying down'
'Get rid of that frown'
'Get out; Head downtown'
'Dress up in a gown'
'Act like a clown'...
treatment and disease
blow chunks equally

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