You say "Obsession" like it's a bad thing

Carefully worded, meticulously herded,
these gift-words parlay a wealth of information
as well as knowledge.

Not everyone is fortunate enough to be
considered stalk-worthy; truly it is a blessing
of some consideration.

The intent is not to perturb or disturb;
the effort to adore made in spite of your protestations,
not to spite you.

No, these adornments are not to deride and lambaste,
but in spite of upset that surely won't last..
a true friend and confidant tells of spinach on teeth,
that trouble is lurking underneath,
expects you not to bequeath
anything.

Being unpopularly criticized and misunderstood
is part of the package, the parlance, the practice
of being celibately disadvantaged
in the town of Platonica,
population-- One unwilling citizen,
awaiting.

Agape's just another word for something left to prove,
and while you worry about 'too much'
I obsess it was 'too little'...
I only have a short time to give myself away;
my truth is outspoken crazy devoted
hopeless.